life is challenging

For a while,i think life is better when i know myself but i definitely doesn't know myself yet.Yet i hate when someone better than.I had plan all my future about whta i'm gonna do,every inch i do it so it will look perfect and can accomplish.My heart keep saying that there are so many people of different background and how i'm gonna be somebody and what will i do to be somebody that are better than any people in this cruel world.The perfect way is to nurture the soul deep down in my heart.I must learn to accept that the fact is every one has it own uncover fate or destination about the future.The future remain confidential but only the god know the fate.I maybe born to become somebody that anyone to look and deep think of who am i?.I see many  path that lead me to be somebody but it still seem so blur.I think myself as walking shadow (i'm right behind you but you never want to see me).Everyday,Every second,every time i think what make me different from other but the answer is your faith to god.God give me a perfect body nothing less or nothing more,it so perfect but what i must do to pay back all the give from God .God lend me eyes to see God creation and thankful to God who give a perfect eye but i use it to see the WRONG.God lend me hand to use to help people and pray.God lend me ears so that i can hear beautiful word of Quran and azan.God lend me legs to enable go to place at ease like mosque.God lend me nose so that i can smell and breath.God lend me air so i can live.God lend me family so that i can share mi love to my love one.God lend me mouth so that i can give speech to those who lost their way and to recite pray and quran.God give me everything yet i still cannot payback.I still looking my own way to live in the most sincere way.It never tto late to change.Time is like sword.if we not fast,they will cut us.ilmu tanpa amal ibarat pokok tidak berbuah.